| | The Waiting Game...
For many months it has been a waiting gamewaiting for phonecalls (from companies and job agents of course, who else?)waiting for emailswaiting for a job!!! amid this ill-timed economic crisis...then job came.one with many complications and more waiting to dowaiting for project proposal to be approved waiting for research funding to come throughwaiting for the uni personnel red tape procedurewaiting to move to the new townwaiting to start work and rid the "unemployed" statusnow when it is finally about to happenmy limited excitement has turned to numbnessI strangely don't feel much about leaving Swanseamaybe because I have not really give it much thoughtor maybe it is a woman's natural response towards things that she is not too keen abouthence the denialit feels to me as though someone else is moving away, someone not too close to me.i guess too much of waiting game has made me an inert, old womanrusty in the brain and maybe body too...it has been a year with no secular achievement(though I won't argue about non-secular ones)after the years gone by, I might remember this period of time with a nostalgic feeling, about,... I dunno,... freedom? fun? friendships? church?.. and the heaviest snow... the problem is, now having waited so long, I somehow want, and somehow don't want this game to end, do you get what I mean?  Me and darling man in snow, Swansea, 03/02/2009
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| | Posted 2/20/2009 4:27 PM - 44 Views - 6 eProps - 5 comments
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